many things have changed since i was last active here.
i lay in bed in my new home away from where i once spent nights longing and crying for someone that i thought loved me for years. and here i am now in the bed that i spend every night loving my partner that loves me unconditionally.
i don’t have to compete or hurt myself to deserve love. to the person i once was, i’m sorry. you made it through everything even when you thought you wouldn’t. and to the lover i once loved.. you were a crucial part of my life and i may never forget it. but you hurt me for years. and i will spend a lifetime trying to learn to forgive you. i hope you find happiness that you longed for and the love you deserve.
i know that i will soon find mine.
